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starlit_me @ 2007-07-03T14:33:00

2007-07-03T18:44:53Z

Wow I have go to work on updating more often. I am off of work (nannying) for the week so I am doing a whole lot of nothing (nice). I don't work for Eddie Bauer anymore as of yesterday due to scheduling conflicts (they wanted me to work, I didn't want me to work). I am hopeful for a new job when I go back to school, maybe something nice and easy. I went to see Whit yesterday and the baby was there. Not hers but her sisters but it doesn't matter b/c he mom is raising it. He was huge for a 7th month old and super cute. I wish I talked with her more often. Alison is at the beach this week (hi Alison) and I know she is worried and stressed right now but I love her and I know things will be okay no matter what.

I got a pedicure today! I <3 pedicures, and now I have to go make cupcakes for tomorrow.

Have a happy 4th!

starlit_me @ 2006-08-25T03:13:00

2006-08-25T07:13:34Z

I have never in my life been more angry than I am right now. It is 3 am and I can't sleep because I am so pissed off it is making me sick. I want to punch something.

starlit_me @ 2006-07-27T20:10:00

2006-07-28T00:10:49Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days. (yeah right I have no job and nothing to do all day, tv is my friend)	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	✓ I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (sometimes? try fucking all the time)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones. (no but i did make cate have to get stitches)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain. (love rain)
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now. (i am in college we all need money)
✓ I love sushi. (yum)	✓ I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
× I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look.	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	✓ I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings.	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (I don't want to talk about it)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone.	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
✓ I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (the best phone!)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before.
× I currently like/love someone.	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future.
✓ I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn.	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex.	✓ I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	× I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends.	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	× I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	✓ Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	× I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (i love shoes but not wearing them, i think that makes me complex)	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles. (I was a hippie until high school so i love nature (sshhh don't tell anyone))
✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (and hardly ever wear any)	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	✓ I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals. (it depends this is like a 30/70 thing)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.	× I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	✓ I wear a toe ring.
✓ I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	✓ I'm an artist. (sometimes)	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
✓ I hate my toes. (just the pinky toes actually)	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses.
✓ I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (it they are tailored right)	× I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (I don't give a fuck)	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (no but i'm thinking about it next semester)	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone.	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	✓ I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (I get that this makes me a freak but i'm okay with that)
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (not anymore)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (if you haven't your not very smart)	✓ I like most animals better than most people. (I dislike people)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	✓ I obsessively wash my hands. (and people who don't are gross)
× I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (not sense freshman year)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	× I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	× I've performed in three plays.
✓ I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself. (I dislike other people)	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
✓ I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (oh wait you are my real life ones)	× I can only hate someone that I love.	✓ I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

I hate the dentist

2006-07-20T01:15:09Z

so I went to the dentist this morning and I have 2 cavities :( so I have to go again next week and get them filled and the last time I got cavities filled it hurt more than getting a tattoo did. but I am going with Whit-whit to get her tattoo on her b-day the 28th and then we are going to get wasted, last time we got waisted we got kicked out of a bar they didn't want to let us in in the first place. It was awesome! it is 22 days until move in day and I can't wait, im so excited. nessa keeps calling me saying "i bought...." lol i find this adorable. I have been to the gym the last 3 days and the pool, it's been fun! and I feel good. all in alll things are going great! me and Cate are off to the movies.

next fall's schedule

2006-07-16T04:24:50Z

Web class: Financial Accounting - ACC 201 04

MWF:
9-10: Intro to Consumer Retailing - RCS 261 01
12-12:50: Intro to Communication Studies - CST 105 16
1-2: Consumer Survey of Coping Rights Responsibilities - CRS 255 01

TR:
12:30-1:45: Introduction to Economics - ECO 101 01
2:00-3:15: Business Computing I - ISM 110 01

which I am pretty sure is my own personal level of hell
if I had an intrest in a career that would not leave me compleatly broke I wouldn't have to do this/ If I was trophy wife material I could major in art history instead of having to support myself with an actual career. and there is that whole pesky I have goals thing. damn it. so I have to work my ass off to have a real degree and get an actual job. life sucks

starlit_me @ 2006-07-04T22:12:00

2006-07-05T02:12:50Z

You scored as Spoiler. You are Spoiler. As Stephanie you're always setting out to prove yourself, and given any kind of encouragement, you tend to take it as blanket permission for being considered an expert. You're really only trying to help, but you're often left out of the loop (which you freaking hate) so it usually backfires on you. You're not stupid, though you sometimes act like it - you're just a little new at this. Sadly, it doesn't look like you really get the perspective you need until it's too late.

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Robin

70%

Spoiler

70%

Alfred

68%

Jason

68%

Batman

63%

Barbara

55%

Dick

48%

Batgirl

38%

which batman character are you?
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starlit_me @ 2006-06-20T18:16:00

2006-06-20T22:16:47Z

So I had a good day today, I am possibly getting a new cell and had a job interview at blockbuster so lets all cross our fingers and hope life sends a little sunshine my way, Okay!

starlit_me @ 2006-06-07T00:27:00

2006-06-07T04:31:06Z

The Omen = scary good fun, but lame at the end.
i am headed to Cary for a couple of days, which is great because I REALLY need to get away from my home and my dad and mom, AKA the job mongers. Is it weird that I can not wait for school to start? I mean I am just so excited about living with new people and in a new place. and I think it will be nice to be compleatly out of everything that has bragged me down sence last summer. oh well, this is my longest post in forever! and that it all

starlit_me @ 2006-04-22T15:31:00

2006-04-22T19:35:54Z

today has been absolutly perfect so far! the end of this school year just keeps coming but thats ok because I have a plan(ish) this summer is going to be fun!
I am sad to day that some of the people reading this are not who I had hoped they were and a major part of this year was spent finding that out, but at least it is over now and I don't have to deal with it this summer.
I am so excited about next year, I am going to miss living with Alison but my new roomies are crazy! and there will be much good times and such. Vanessa will be back from N.Z. sometime in june and I hope to make a road trip up to VA with Laurin sometime before next school year starts. That is all I feel like typing now, maybe more later.

I'm off to finish my fantastic day.

<3

next years schedule

2006-04-04T18:19:04Z

Intro to Consumer Retailing - RCS 261-01 MWF 9-9:50
Intro to Communication Studies - CST 105-07 MWF 10-10:50
Cnsmr Surv Coping Rghts Respbl - CRS 255-01 MWF 1-1:50
Introduction to Economics - ECO 101-01 TR 12:30-1:45
Business Computing I - ISM 110-01 TR 2:00-3:15
Financial Accounting - ACC 201-04 web

starlit_me @ 2006-03-27T23:08:00

2006-03-28T04:08:12Z

I got a tattoo today, I am super excited about it and proud that I actually did it. everyone was great about it except Cate she pissed me off but Im not talking about that right now. Life is ok I'm really excited about next year and living with my new roommates and in new digs. Im sad about leaving Alison and mad that I have to live across the hall from Sally, I wish she would get the hell out of my life already. anyway the end of this semester is dragging by. I have 2 huge projects to finish(or start) and a presentation due on friday (i'll freak out about that on thursday. after all if I can get a tattoo I can deal with anything!

starlit_me @ 2006-03-15T23:29:00

2006-03-16T04:29:41Z

my life is boring and it sucks and nothing ever happens. the end

starlit_me @ 2006-03-10T00:33:00

2006-03-10T05:33:12Z

everything in my life seems to be falling perfectly in to place, so why does it not feel right. Im restless and unhappy and my insides are crawling all the time. i feel like my skin doesn't fit. why can't I just be happy?

starlit_me @ 2006-03-01T11:12:00

2006-03-01T16:12:54Z

wishing my life was diffrent, if only for a day

starlit_me @ 2006-02-14T18:14:00

2006-02-14T23:14:37Z

They put crack in girl scout cookies, thats all i'm saying.

starlit_me @ 2006-02-09T00:27:00

2006-02-09T05:27:55Z

it is not enough to be mearly loved by others when no one loves you more than anyone else.

starlit_me @ 2006-02-04T22:59:00

2006-02-05T04:00:19Z

I just had the best 4 hours of my life, at least since before christmas break. nights like tonight make me remember why I love my home and my friends here, Caitlin and Whit and I went out to dinner, for 2 hours we just had a good time, then we drove around my town and i saw the best parts of my life the best memories.

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

starlit_me @ 2006-02-02T00:10:00

2006-02-02T05:10:45Z

i'm not bored or anything, HA!

Reds are motivated by POWER, seek productivity, and

need to look good to others. Simply stated,

REDS want their own way. They like to be in

the drivers seat and willingly pay the price

to be in a leadership role. REDS value

whatever gets them ahead in life, whether it

be at work, school, or in their personal

relationships. What REDS value, they get

done. They are often workaholics. They will,

however, resist being forced to do anything

that doesnt interest them.

Reds need to appear knowledgeable. They crave

approval from others for their intelligence

and insight. They want to be respected even

more than they want to be loved. They want to

be admired for their logical, practical

minds. REDS are confident, proactive,

visionary, and can be arrogant, selfish, and

insensitive. When you deal with a RED, be

precise, factual, and direct.

What Color Are You?
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and if I knew how to put pictures in here I would do a top 8, but I don't so maybe later.

starlit_me @ 2006-02-01T23:56:00

2006-02-02T04:56:49Z

A - Available?:
YES

B- BEST FRIENDS:
Caitlin, Vanessa, Laurin, Alison

C - CRUSH:
um cute boy next door, hot guy from freshman year, hot music boy, cute mary foust boys, man I'm not picky

D- DADS NAME:
Thomas

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
no one

F-FAVORITE BAND?
System of a down, the killers

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS:
which ever im in the mood for.

H-hometown:
Concord NC

I - INSTRUMENT:
French Horn, alto sax.

K - KIDS:
don't know if I CAN have them but I think I would like too.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
18 hours, Concord to Marco island FL

M - MILK FLAVOR?
Skim.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
One fucked up brother, I love him though

O - ONE WISH:
If you don't already know then you don't know me

P- PHOBIAS?
SPIDERS EEEWWWW, and staples/staplers

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?
"I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day. "
- Van Gogh

R - REASONS TO SMILE:
the bookstore, suprises, and valentines day, good memories of things that will never be again.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
System of a down, she likes heroin

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
8:30am

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT YOU:
nothing I'm an open book

V - VEGETABLES YOU HATE?
Yams, don't get me started I don't wanna talk about it.

W- WORST HABIT:
smoking, I hate myself

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
Teeth

Y - YUMMY FOOD:
Chinese or mexican, or italian, ok I just like food, I'm not a fat kid for no reason

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
Aries

starlit_me @ 2006-01-30T16:25:00

2006-01-30T21:25:31Z

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

starlit_me @ 2006-01-30T13:59:00

2006-01-30T18:59:45Z

I am with Olivia on this one, eerily true

You Are The Hanging Man

You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity.
You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying.
Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end.
You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit.

Your fortune:

Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation.
You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them.
You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life.
Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

What Tarot Card Are You?

starlit_me @ 2006-01-22T01:25:00

2006-01-22T06:26:00Z

You scored as Art. You should be an Art major! How bohemian!

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Art

100%

Dance

75%

Theater

75%

Philosophy

50%

English

50%

Mathematics

50%

Psychology

33%

Anthropology

33%

Biology

25%

Journalism

25%

Sociology

25%

Engineering

25%

Linguistics

25%

Chemistry

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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starlit_me @ 2006-01-17T20:19:00

2006-01-18T01:19:10Z

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker

What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you

In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered

In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends

Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer

Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads

You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

starlit_me @ 2006-01-08T11:48:00

2006-01-08T16:49:16Z

Your color personality is: Yellow

Like yellow's strongest symbol, the sun, you radiate warmth. Others love to be around you because you have a gift for always looking on the bright side, and your ready smile can be infectious. Chances are your calendar is packed -- yellow lovers tend to be always on the go!

umm hahahahahaha thats funny shit, just goes to show internet quizes are always right.

starlit_me @ 2005-12-16T20:20:00

2005-12-17T01:37:01Z

I went to see Narnia with Caitlin the other night, it was AMAZING, the movie was great they did a fantastic job with it. some of the cg stole my breath. but more than that, it was so nice to hang out with cait again. it was just like old times we had so much fun. it is really nice to just spend time with her and be compleatly comfortable and not have to worry about drama or what people are thinking about you and what you say and do.