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Wow I have go to work on updating more often. I am off of work (nannying) for the week so I am doing a whole lot of nothing (nice). I don't work for Eddie Bauer anymore as of yesterday due to scheduling conflicts (they wanted me to work, I didn't want me to work). I am hopeful for a new job when I go back to school, maybe something nice and easy. I went to see Whit yesterday and the baby was there. Not hers but her sisters but it doesn't matter b/c he mom is raising it. He was huge for a 7th month old and super cute. I wish I talked with her more often. Alison is at the beach this week (hi Alison) and I know she is worried and stressed right now but I love her and I know things will be okay no matter what.

I got a pedicure today! I <3 pedicures, and now I have to go make cupcakes for tomorrow.

Have a happy 4th!

I have never in my life been more angry than I am right now. It is 3 am and I can't sleep because I am so pissed off it is making me sick. I want to punch something.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.  (yeah right I have no job and nothing to do all day, tv is my friend)	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	✓ I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.  (sometimes? try fucking all the time)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

so I went to the dentist this morning and I have 2 cavities :( so I have to go again next week and get them filled and the last time I got cavities filled it hurt more than getting a tattoo did. but I am going with Whit-whit to get her tattoo on her b-day the 28th and then we are going to get wasted, last time we got waisted we got kicked out of a bar they didn't want to let us in in the first place. It was awesome! it is 22 days until move in day and I can't wait, im so excited. nessa keeps calling me saying "i bought...." lol i find this adorable. I have been to the gym the last 3 days and the pool, it's been fun! and I feel good. all in alll things are going great! me and Cate are off to the movies.

Web class: Financial Accounting - ACC 201 04


MWF:
9-10: Intro to Consumer Retailing - RCS 261 01
12-12:50: Intro to Communication Studies - CST 105 16
1-2: Consumer Survey of Coping Rights Responsibilities - CRS 255 01

TR:
12:30-1:45: Introduction to Economics - ECO 101 01
2:00-3:15: Business Computing I - ISM 110 01


which I am pretty sure is my own personal level of hell
if I had an intrest in a career that would not leave me compleatly broke I wouldn't have to do this/ If I was trophy wife material I could major in art history instead of having to support myself with an actual career. and there is that whole pesky I have goals thing. damn it. so I have to work my ass off to have a real degree and get an actual job. life sucks

So I had a good day today, I am possibly getting a new cell and had a job interview at blockbuster so lets all cross our fingers and hope life sends a little sunshine my way, Okay!

The Omen = scary good fun, but lame at the end.
i am headed to Cary for a couple of days, which is great because I REALLY need to get away from my home and my dad and mom, AKA the job mongers. Is it weird that I can not wait for school to start? I mean I am just so excited about living with new people and in a new place. and I think it will be nice to be compleatly out of everything that has bragged me down sence last summer. oh well, this is my longest post in forever! and that it all

today has been absolutly perfect so far! the end of this school year just keeps coming but thats ok because I have a plan(ish) this summer is going to be fun!
I am sad to day that some of the people reading this are not who I had hoped they were and a major part of this year was spent finding that out, but at least it is over now and I don't have to deal with it this summer.
I am so excited about next year, I am going to miss living with Alison but my new roomies are crazy! and there will be much good times and such. Vanessa will be back from N.Z. sometime in june and I hope to make a road trip up to VA with Laurin sometime before next school year starts. That is all I feel like typing now, maybe more later.

I'm off to finish my fantastic day.

<3

Intro to Consumer Retailing - RCS 261-01 MWF 9-9:50
Intro to Communication Studies - CST 105-07 MWF 10-10:50
Cnsmr Surv Coping Rghts Respbl - CRS 255-01 MWF 1-1:50
Introduction to Economics - ECO 101-01 TR 12:30-1:45
Business Computing I - ISM 110-01 TR 2:00-3:15
Financial Accounting - ACC 201-04 web

I got a tattoo today, I am super excited about it and proud that I actually did it. everyone was great about it except Cate she pissed me off but Im not talking about that right now. Life is ok I'm really excited about next year and living with my new roommates and in new digs. Im sad about leaving Alison and mad that I have to live across the hall from Sally, I wish she would get the hell out of my life already. anyway the end of this semester is dragging by. I have 2 huge projects to finish(or start) and a presentation due on friday (i'll freak out about that on thursday. after all if I can get a tattoo I can deal with anything!

my life is boring and it sucks and nothing ever happens. the end

everything in my life seems to be falling perfectly in to place, so why does it not feel right. Im restless and unhappy and my insides are crawling all the time. i feel like my skin doesn't fit. why can't I just be happy?

wishing my life was diffrent, if only for a day

They put crack in girl scout cookies, thats all i'm saying.

it is not enough to be mearly loved by others when no one loves you more than anyone else.

I just had the best 4 hours of my life, at least since before christmas break. nights like tonight make me remember why I love my home and my friends here, Caitlin and Whit and I went out to dinner, for 2 hours we just had a good time, then we drove around my town and i saw the best parts of my life the best memories.

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

i'm not bored or anything, HA!



Reds are motivated by POWER, seek productivity, and

need to look good to others. Simply stated,

REDS want their own way. They like to be in

the drivers seat and willingly pay the price

to be in a leadership role. REDS value

whatever gets them ahead in life, whether it

be at work, school, or in their personal

relationships. What REDS value, they get

done. They are often workaholics. They will,

however, resist being forced to do anything

that doesnt interest them.

Reds need to appear knowledgeable. They crave

approval from others for their intelligence

and insight. They want to be respected even

more than they want to be loved. They want to

be admired for their logical, practical

minds. REDS are confident, proactive,

visionary, and can be arrogant, selfish, and

insensitive. When you deal with a RED, be

precise, factual, and direct.


What Color Are You?
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and if I knew how to put pictures in here I would do a top 8, but I don't so maybe later.

A - Available?:
YES

B- BEST FRIENDS:
Caitlin, Vanessa, Laurin, Alison

C - CRUSH:
um cute boy next door, hot guy from freshman year, hot music boy, cute mary foust boys, man I'm not picky

D- DADS NAME:
Thomas

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
no one

F-FAVORITE BAND?
System of a down, the killers

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS:
which ever im in the mood for.

H-hometown:
Concord NC

I - INSTRUMENT:
French Horn, alto sax.

K - KIDS:
don't know if I CAN have them but I think I would like too.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
18 hours, Concord to Marco island FL

M - MILK FLAVOR?
Skim.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
One fucked up brother, I love him though

O - ONE WISH:
If you don't already know then you don't know me

P- PHOBIAS?
SPIDERS EEEWWWW, and staples/staplers

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?
"I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day. "
- Van Gogh

R - REASONS TO SMILE:
the bookstore, suprises, and valentines day, good memories of things that will never be again.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
System of a down, she likes heroin

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
8:30am

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT YOU:
nothing I'm an open book

V - VEGETABLES YOU HATE?
Yams, don't get me started I don't wanna talk about it.

W- WORST HABIT:
smoking, I hate myself

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
Teeth

Y - YUMMY FOOD:
Chinese or mexican, or italian, ok I just like food, I'm not a fat kid for no reason

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
Aries